Thursday, October 27, 2005

torn soul...

today has been a strange day. it's funny how life, just when you think you have a grip - ever so slight - on your life, reality, etc. you're reminded how little you know and little control you really have. in my mind it is all quite clear. finally. i think 'this is it. i know what i'm doing, and who i am' and then some dark subconscious thought comes to the surface and shatters all those things you were working towards. it's a fine line between concentrating on the beauty, and dealing with the darkness... why? we long and search for those oasis' of happiness and balance, which seem to be so elusive. i want to do sooo much, but cannot work out whether the stumbling block is me or the world i live in.... so, the struggle continues....
p.s. this is my first blog and i dedicate it to miss corina guidi - my star of the south...

1 comment:

Corina said...

i am honored by your dedication...you are lovely darling.
and i love the blog.
xoxo
corina